I think it’s nostalgia.  That sweet feeling made out of longing.  Remembering the days at the beach, in our youthfulness.  Laughter echoing in the sand,

There are so many things to say about what it feels like 14 years after his loss.  When it comes to loss of this kind,

Lately, it has felt as if we have all died and went to some kind of afterlife, where we are all stuck at home. Alone. 

When the world threw weeds at you, You started planting roses.  When the people told you it’s all over, You started your garden.  You never

If there is one thing I want you to know during these uncertain times is that no matter what happens, this is your life.  I

I have missed having the freedom to get on a plane to go to the ocean.  Hike in my favorite trails in Sedona.  Visit my

I was dreaming last night that I was writing to you. I could see the words, the sentences being written.  But, I woke up this

I wake around 5:30am every morning.  Sometimes earlier.  It feels calm that early.  As if nothing is wrong.  Silence feels like a blanket.  As time

When we were born, we should have been taught about ourselves.  Our parents should have asked ‘who are you?’ before they asked, “is this your

I am finally understanding why blanket statements such as grief lasts forever are hurtful.  These statements hijack the truth of what it really means to

I wonder, are we born people pleasers?  Or do we become them later on, trying to avoid pain.  Pain of any kind. Disappointment.  Being ignored

I struggle when people unexpectedly put things on my plate.  Balancing my own daily chores is more than enough.  When one more thing is added