What started as a new direction towards a better every day life for myself has brought in a completely different identity. I went from driving

When someone who has climbed the biggest mountains dies, I can feel the blood in my veins take a pause. When the heart of a

I changed these last few weeks. And it hurt. It felt as if my skin stretched beyond what it could. Change is like another person

No wonder nobody wants to change their life, especially the big things. They require a thousand steps minimum. I am in the midst of selling

I didn’t know what to expect when two big SUVs pulled in my driveway and 4 women jumped out with bedding, towels and pillows, flowers

Sometimes I feel like I don’t have it in me. To move fast. To say much. To speak in front of others. To provide. To

Someone said to me the other day. Christina, you must have not moved on. You are still writing about your loss. I have to tell

I don’t know exactly when it started to happen. But there was a moment in time when things shifted towards more happiness than hopelessness. More

It was late summer, early fall in 2011. It was about 6:00 am in the morning and there was a really big storm passing the

I have spent so many years thinking about loss and trying to get back to life that I never really thought about my own mortality.

Lately I have been loving life more. I am putting my arms around her, every second of the day. I tell her about my feelings.